Its been a while my friends. So much has happened in the last three weeks, I'm not sure I can remember it all.
Mine and hubbies fights are getting worse, Koda went home, and my hubby has been caught lying to me. We both have court dates coming up soon and were struggling to pay bills. So the stress in my home is very dangerously high. I say dangerously high because though I have managed to not hurt myself in 7 years, the urges to do so are coming back. The nightmares are coming back and all to familiar emotions and feelings are returning. I feel as if I have some how failed, my husband, my daughter and myself. Yes, I am in counsiling again and some few days it helps, but most days I fear its to late.
I just wanted to stop in and let all of you know I'm still alive. I hope your all doing good and remembering you are loved.
L.A
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